I don't know what I hope.

[ Her tone remains apologetic, with a hint of defeat. ]

Look, I've been... really messed up. I made a mistake, and a lot of people died, and I don't even know how long it took Sionis to kill me, and there's nobody around I can talk to so I guess I've just been... trying to start fights, or something stupid. You're right, I'm a horrible human being and an idiot and the world is better off without me. I'll leave you alone from now on.