...Let me try and explain this, Archer love. When we 'it the other Barge last time, I turned into someone else. I turned into someone whose soul was eroded with fear like it were a disease. Someone who did vile things to people she loved and felt all right about it 'cause nowt mattered to 'er but 'erself and 'er own feelings. I'm not that person. I've spent my whole life fighting everything in me that wants to be 'er, right?
And now I remember being that person. Remember a lifetime doing things that make me want to puke, poisoning everyone she touched. I'm carrying 'er round in me 'ead like a bloody tapeworm. All the time. D'you really think it's not permanent damage if it doesn't show on your skin? Really?
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Date: 2014-05-03 01:34 pm (UTC)And now I remember being that person. Remember a lifetime doing things that make me want to puke, poisoning everyone she touched. I'm carrying 'er round in me 'ead like a bloody tapeworm. All the time. D'you really think it's not permanent damage if it doesn't show on your skin? Really?